i dont really know what i feel like. i feel hurt i guess. i feel like people just use. i honestly dont understand that , how can you lie or use someone and have no feelings about it . no guilt? how is that possible i dont understand why or how someone is capable of that like . everyone is capable of doing anything. to me thats fucking scray as hell. i dunno how i feel about that thought.
so on a nother note thearpy - honeslty i dont know if it helps or not but i do like geting put school . i just want to sleep all day. i mean i sleep through classes and just life . i could and want to sleep all day .i dont know why i feel like this i feel like its because of my meds . im having trouble staying awake no matter how much i get . im just always tired. no i need more medication like seriously im already on five . maybe i need something to help me cope and help me not fall asleep all the time. its like a craving to sleep all the damn time . i dont even know if that makes sense but i dont really care thats how in feel .
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