i felt used trust me i still do feel this way , but that fact you were such complete ass whole about everything, you know ive been in simalar situations. this person that should know who they are . what they did. you did not break my heart or hurt my feelings i try to look past. because you truly do not deserve my feels my sadness my tears and every scar on my body ,even the one that arent visable are because of you . you think dealing with all this memories in my head makes me feel better about my self . your wrong i feel like a slut a whore the names are endless . i can deal with the flash backs , and the sad part is i only ever rember the sad parts the depressing parts the parts i regrets . i have so many regrets invovling you. you ruined me .you emotionallly killed me . i dont know how to feel besides like trash, dirt. you used me just fucking admit it. i dont feel bad for you , you deserve everything you get. im done with you . i dont care about you i dont even consider you as my friend i dont know what you are to me . but when i see you or anything like a status update or a notifacation on instagram i dont get butterflies i feel nothing towards you . nothing. i thought i loved you i opened up to you and you took advantage of that . you saw every single inch of my body that i never wanted anyone to see. i just feel uncomfortable. my heart doesnt race my eyes dont search for , and when i do look for you its to avoid you. its better this way better as strangers . we'll never be anything else. its much better for the both of us . even though im permently scarred from things you did. i no longer care, im sayingi forgive you . because i will never forgive you for the way you treated me. the way you treated me is not how you treat a girl .good bye *** *******.
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