#3 6/28/14

so its almost fourth of july and i dont like that holiday anymore.... last year my first boyfriend asked me out on fourth of july (7/4/13) and since i hate him (well i strongly dislike him) so now i dont really like that day anymore and on a different note. "basically" every year about a week before fourth of july with my moms side we would go to the beach for about a week after forth of july and i just dont know if i want to go this year ( because my moms side is kinda mean and i just dont feel like leaving the house ) so im gonna try to get out of it even though people i know told me i should go and get out of the house ill see if i feel like going when it comes to that day but i dont want to go if my sister , my cousins , and my mom are going because those are the people i feel most comfortable around im gonna try to convince my friend to come cause i really dont want to go . oh well ill see when if i feel like going when we leave in a couple days (if i still feel like not going or i do feel like going).