#3 6/28/14

so its almost fourth of july and i dont like that holiday anymore.... last year my first boyfriend asked me out on fourth of july (7/4/13) and since i hate him (well i strongly dislike him) so now i dont really like that day anymore and on a different note. "basically" every year about a week before fourth of july with my moms side we would go to the beach for about a week after forth of july and i just dont know if i want to go this year ( because my moms side is kinda mean and i just dont feel like leaving the house ) so im gonna try to get out of it even though people i know told me i should go and get out of the house ill see if i feel like going when it comes to that day but i dont want to go if my sister , my cousins , and my mom are going because those are the people i feel most comfortable around im gonna try to convince my friend to come cause i really dont want to go . oh well ill see when if i feel like going when we leave in a couple days (if i still feel like not going or i do feel like going).

#2 6/22/14

so yesterday the 21st i went to digitour :) , it was the o2l tour (our second life tour) omg it was so cool , i had a fun time but during the beginning it was sucky because people kept shoving and it was bad to the point where we couldn't move everyone was a super close together. but I was close to the front so that was cool but i was only there for a little till people were pushing and shoving really bad agian. agian i couldnt move so i was just stuck in the crown i couldnt hear or see and thing that was going on. and a couple minutes later people are pushing really hard and i fell on the floor and people stepped on me and that hurt alot , fortunately someone in the crowd so me  and they asked if i was ok , i said no as much as i dont like people i really needed to get out of there. so she pulled me through the crowd of mostly twelve year olds. amd when we got to the back i was all gross and sweaty and i kept crying cause that was just awful!, someone the works there saw me and asked if i was ok i said no so she walked me downstairs to the lobby but before she saw me i thanked that random person that helped me and told her id be ok , and she went back to the crowd , i felt kinda bad cause she was missing the show to help me (someone she didnt even know) . so anyways when i got to the lobby my friend was there ( i went there with my friend and my sister) and i asked why she was here and not watching the show and apparently someone elbowed her in the throat. when i was there a person walked me to a table with me and friend and they pulled out the chairs for us ! they also got us waterbottles and they gave me ice to put on my back cause people stepped on me .... so later when i felt alittle better i went back with my friend and just stayed in the back the entire time , there was air conditioning. and we could actually see what was going on and stage. when it was about last five minutes of the show we as in me ,my sister ,my friend left early and went to the back of the building where there tourbus was there was already alot of other people waiting for them too, so agian with the pushing and shoving we wait for about a half hour until they finally showed up but i only managed to take take a picture of kian ,jc, and sam :( but at least i got to see them ! so that was super cool! 

 

#1 ive never had a blog

so ive never had a blog and im probably not gonna have any views and stuff.

but im not that special but me telling my problems and expercinces might help someone . i do admit that im pretty boring so i am sorry  , i love you peoples *hugs forever * 

-sandy